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Thursday, November 7, 2013

ZOMBIE ZzZzZz

Ok so im just not getting a good start this week! haha it's ok though sick kids are part of parenting. I dont get two seconds to myself but im ok with that for now. All i can do at this point really is just eat good. Im trying to drink lots of water i read that drinking water will help with stretched skin especially after having three kids i can defiantly work on that. I thought about something a lot today i was thinking about all the things i wish i could accomplish like having my house clean everyday and kids ready and me ready for the day, reading scriptures, vt done, dinner in the oven, time with hubby, pretty much being perfect haha and i realized that im not letting the lord bless my life if i dont try my best and quit whining about it. I can only do so much  but i need to decide what is important for me now and just do that and what i can.
So as i started trying to eat better i am finding that if i give in to candy or anything that i know isnt healthy for me i get this wave of guilt come over me. I know its ok to have those things once in a while but i really really want to look good and get healthy. Im 27 and have never been able to wear a bikini. Im mean im in my prime years i want to be able to go out and feel good about the progress i have made. So Im going to try to stay away from those sugary things. I know im just going to feel bad about it if i do so im just going to not. Yeah like its that easy right? hahaha but really im going to do my best. Today im feeling guilty can you tell? lol
Freakin halloween candy ....... *sigh*
I hope my kids are feeling better tomorrow so i can do more of what i want to do. Right now however im going to go get me a water and read my scriptures. :) Nite folks

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